As 2012 comes to a fast halt I was reminded of all the Good that God has poured out on me over the last 12 months. Breath taking events that cause tears to well up inside of me because of the profound changes that has come my way.
First and foremost is my Intimate Relationship with my Master and Lord, Jesus Christ. I am more in Love with Jesus now that ever before. He has Lavished His Love upon me way more than I deserve. He has Touched me in such ways that I will forever be changed, which is a good thing, because Jesus never wants me or anyone seeking Him to go backwards. His Calling on my life to Proclaim the Gospel, the Crucifixion and Resurrection of Jesus Christ, has increased exponentially and His Fire of Holy Passion for the Lost and spiritually hungry has stretched my heart. One example is the Word of God “like Fire shut up in my bones” to the point of exploding! It is my first and Primary Love in my life!
The second glorious thing that has happened to me is also a Gift from the Father, my wife. We celebrated our 1 year anniversary December 30th and I must say, wow, what a year. My love for Jesus is now so intertwined with my love for my wife. We are one. Jesus, my wife and me. It is awesome what God has done for me as a reflection of His Love. To explain how He designed the Holy Union between my wife and I must be in words that He showed me. Everything in my life before my wife was centered around preaching and teaching the Word of God. I was and still am Resolved to know Nothing but Jesus Christ Crucified and Resurrected. This was all I was interested in doing. I emptied myself and prayed for the Holy Spirit to consume me totally because there are so many around me perishing. In this process of spiritual purging through fasting and prayer sometimes for weeks I was often preaching in my sleep. Then when God “pressed” my wife into my heart I realized I have not experienced the fulness of Love. Let me explain. God’s Love is always enough and always fulfilling. I was not seeking a wife. The only thing is God wanted me to experience the Love of a Godly woman. God told me that He was twisting my wife around the Word of God dwelling in my heart. Very profound how this happened. Everything I now preach and teach concerning Jesus Christ is linked directly to my relationship with my wife. This is God’s design. I have a deeper love for God and a deeper love for mankind now that God has given me a wife! To add to this awesome year I now have 3 children with their spouses and 11 grandchildren. Talk about God stretching a mans heart, wow!
These 2 events has transformed my life during 2012. I will forever be Thankful to God for His Marvelous Gift of Jesus Christ and my wife! I am so looking forward to the coming year. I am sure 2013 will be filled with challenges, trials and Goodness! If I had a goal or resolution for 2013 it would be; Philippians 4:8 “Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy–meditate on these things.” All of which will be with the Help of the Holy Spirit and my wife! My wife and I Pastor 2 Churches. We have 2 worship services a week. Bible studies on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday evenings. All of which are streamed live through facebook and other web based programs like Twitter and youtube. The Lord is using us to reach potentially thousands of people World-wide with His Transforming Message of Forgiveness and Eternal life through Faith in the Work of Jesus Christ! Happy New Year!